Day of all Days

Day of all Days ,,,,,,,

This has to happen on a voting day of Election and I have had run in with bad luck today. Which I am not Too thrilled about it.

It started off this morning with no enough of sleep due to eardrum fluids blockage and I was running small fever that wouldn't break for 2 days . I lay on the bed , crying my eyes out and said "Why me? " So I had to drag myself out of bed to get tyneol. Eventually made my way to call the Doctor to be seen today .

Off I went @ 1 pm to see Dr. Maher , who was very strange doctor that keep "holler" in my ears to ask me if i can hear him after I told him that I was DEAF . Patheic .. Examantion was began ... Needless to say , it was quick in 10 mintues.The final Diagonis was : Blockage of fluids in my eardrums... meaning that the fluids wouldn't come out into the canal to leak out. So I'm on strong antibodics and pain medication to ease my pain .

I told chris to go ahead to put my medication in and order pizza for us to eat. I told chris that I need to go shopping at Walmart to get few things before our 6 years anniversary on Sunday . Off we went to Walmart.. Mind you , it was like after 3 pm . I started to get cranky , moody because somehow I knew eventually I would run into my sister . I was right ! I wasn't surprised to see how she acted , how she spoke to me like that in her own tone .. here's the kicker ... I saw Isabella, my oldest daugther with my sister (her aunt) . My sister told Isabella to say hello to me , She did with a "shrug" . I was never in my life felt so hurt. I had to fight back my tears . I said Hello to her sweetly .. then my sister had the friggin' nerves to walk away from me along with Isabella in tow. I was helpless . It made me so mad that I lost my concete with my sister , who in mind that has the same PERSONALITY as my own MOTHER.

Chris asked me if I was ok . I told him "NO" and then started to walk around in daze .. I had to get few items and then got the hell out of there. Right now, I'm just numb to the core . I decided to say "Adios" to my mother and my sister FOR good. I'm done with their Bull-crap. They treat me like if I was not there or I was dead . I'll treat them the same as if they are not known to me.

I will write another one tonight ... I hope you will PUT up with my moods . That is WHO I am .

~Angel~