"Tomorrow will come"

Hello I 'm back .. Another blogging ... Today's Halloween ... I hope that halloween will bring delightful squeals your way today .

"Tomorrow will come"

I know that time is endless
I know that life is full of mystery
I know that Love will bind me

You are my ONLY hope
I live for you
You live for me.
Love is all what will bring me
Pain
Sorrow
Anger
Hatred
Happiness
Sadness
Fear

Riding into the wind of shadow
All in one
Tomorrow will come

Live the moment you have now
You will have tomorrow 's gift.
Look at the eye of a beautiful creature

Tomorrow will come
Life is existness
Core of your life is a open book
Read me
My story will carry on.
Tomorrow will come

Tomorrow will come
My friend
Loving you is the best gift I can give you .


~Angel~

COLLECTIONS PART 2

" The wind is like love"

The wind is like love
You can't smell
You can't hear
BUT-
You can feel it
The love is all around you like someone's holding you tightly
Just embrace that
And-
Remember someone you love and send it back to them .

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"Guardian Angels"

Walk among them
They're your guardian Angels
You only get one
I may be your Angel for all of the seasons.
Cherish your friendship each day
They're your friends no matter what you do.
Don't shut them down.

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"Seasons of love"

All for my life
I forever love you
No matter where you are
Remember that you are special to me
I today think of you and keep you closer to my heart
All of the seasons
Be you are-
What i am becomje of true person.

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"Memories"

Just don't let your memories do fading
Keep them in heart
Reach out to someone today
And
Tell them you 'll love them forever no matter where they are
Hold them near to your heart .

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" Forever lost "

Forever lost
I was once found
But
Lost again
I am deaf
Feel my cry
Feel my love
Feel my anger

Forever lost
Following the footsteps in front of me
Can't hear the bird's cry
Can't hear the waves crashing
BUT
I can feel the waves crashing upon my body
Through the vibrations
Silent
Tree swaying back and forth
Love can be felt through the wind.

Forever lost
I was once found
But
Lost again
I am deaf


~Angel~

Collection of my poetry

"Riding on the Soul's Heart"

Devil's laughing at you
Sadness
Pure hell
ALone,
Hatred
Soul's ravished
No way of getting out.

Your soul's riding on my heart
Flesh burning
You look upward to the sky
Knowing that one will save you .

ONLY you must save
Not the Devil's soul
Just yours.

GO forth seek redemption
GO forth seek peace
GO forth seek love.

Riding on the soul's heart
Loving yourself can free yourself
Devil's straight hell to purgatory.

Ain't no place for you and your own soul.
Live the life you want.
Make no mistakes-
OR
Make mistakes
The choices are yours.

Just the Devil's standing there
with your heart beating in his hand.
Riding on the soul's heart
Heart beating slow
Fades-

Slowing dying
Seek redemption fast
OR
You die with your pains.

Riding on the soul's heart.


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"Fallen Angel from Heaven's soul"

Fallen Angel from heaven's soul
Ravished by flames
Spinning out of control
Heaven heard the Angel's cry
Cries that etched in pain
Despair in agony!

Wings clipped from Heaven's soul
Heart blackened
Eyes show mercy
Her long raven hair
Smooth as velvet
Her soul ripped in half
As she careened out of Heaven.

Her cries in moan
Naked from her soul
She crashed into the earth's grass..
Not knowing if she is immortal or mortal
What bring her to her agony and shame?
She asks the Lord's for mercy and forgives
Her legacy will be known
As
Fallen Angel from Heaven's soul
Her legacy will live on eternity
As we remember her pain and her agony
As she is my Angel.

Fallen Angel will rise .


~Angel~


This is from my collections that I saved up for a book that I might publish one day.
Look for more later this weekend and this week.

Hugs,
Angel

"Love never dies "

"Love never dies"


Frozen in time
Endless moments
No words are said -

Paths are being paved..
Sunset like masterpiece left at the hand of God's work.
Just two world collides
Hard and Fast

Kiss goodbye
No looking back
No string attaches
Just you and your soul

One last linger kiss
One last teardrop
One last word
One last touch gently
While the wind gently blows....
One last hug to seal the love between two lovers.

End of the road,
Knowing that Love never dies within us.
The last backward glances
Just you and me forever binds that .

Sun's shining on you
Storm's coming for the wicked
You said your piece,
I said mine...

I'll love you forever
I'll remember you .
Love never dies...


Until we meet again .

~Angel~

Wed night blogging "Noneese"

Hello Peeps,

It's Wed night after watching Ghost Hunters on TV , of course with closed captioned. It's starting to get cold and cold out in the mountains .... It snowed this morning .. merely a dusting or a coating so close to halloween night.

Next week will be my second year in North adams where I reside . Alot of memories here and back to Virginia . all the summers traveling and back .. I remember growing up and saying " it's time to head up north to see grandpa and grandma . I love going to Vermont , the sighting , the green pastures ... middle of the country with no houses in sight . Now it's close to winter .. too many memories in winter time before xmas . I did something wicked today that made me shudder with stupidty that almost got me hurt today. You probably will be laughing or saying " oh gosh , that 's a stupidty thing to do !" Trust me .. I almost got hit with the pumpkin .. I decided to do a test on it . I don't mean evil things but That was when i was little girl with my sister, Tamara . My dad would put small firework inside the pumpkin and decided to put it on the middle of the yard and watch it go "BOOM " with the firework inside . It was hyserically funny . I asked my friend if she had some kind of explosive small .. She was rumming around in the kitchen to look for it , suddendly it dawned on her ... Candle and cherry bomb ? i don't know what it was .. little red ball . So I told her to head over to my apartment .

I carved the seeds out and made sure it was empty and smoothed, then I procced to put the little red ball inside and ignited it and ran like hell out on a open field near her apartment . It went off like I expected to .. every direction it went .. "Plahat " and a "small Boom" . For us , deaf people are always curious . I was standing not 5 feet away from the pumpkin . My curiousty got the best of me , and it hit my leg .. HARD . I had to limp my way home up the hill to my apartment . I took my pants off and look at my leg , it was red with bruise . Hurt like a biytch but I laughed so hard . I know i would have got hurt , but my memories got the best of me . ARGH ! but it was SWEET!

I always wanted to try airborn the pumpkin in the air like the old times in the 1500's when they were fighting in the battle . I wanted to try that .. maybe next year I will... If i have the GUTS to do so . My girlfriend asked me tonight if I was ok on Videophone and I showed her the leg , she looked at me square at the eye and said " are you that F88king stupid or what? I ain't bringing your ass to the ER if that happened " I just loved her expression on her face. Videophone is the next fad thing for the deaf where there is a device attached with video on it .. Whoever has the vp (videophone ) has it , we talk on TV . I 'll show you what that is .. Im still learning how to put the picture layout .. That is the VP on TV how cool isn't that ! no more TTY for the deaf , Say hello to VP . I always take a pic of my friend on tv and it's so funny to watch their face on it. They get mad at me for that They say "You have more guts than I do , you don't care what's happening in front of you " I tell them that I was like that in High school .. Full of naive .. Now I"m still like that once ina blue moon. If you want to call me , You'll have to find on Sorensonvrs.com that's the link to check out .

D- link is a device for hearing people who want to call their friends straight up to talk to me . It'll cost them but deaf people get it for free . I'm so sorry . I talk on vp every night when my friends call me . It's like having answering machine .. a missed call will show up on my screen saying " missed call 1 or 2 " I would press it like a remote control device . Then I call that person back like you do on your cell or cordless phone .

It's so NEAT! Enjoy your night tonight. Look for my new blogging next time

~Angel~

October Blog

Hello ,

It's October month .. Time for Trick n Treating .. candies... kids dressed up in halloween arrays... Parents taking pictures to make memories... Pumpkin hunting .. hayrides..........

Childhood memories that go way back when I was little girl .. I love Halloween decorations .. the themes. I was on army base going to house to house getting candies with my Dad . I remembered this house was filled with haunted stuff and all , It creeped me out , This is when i was 7 or 8 years old . Me being deaf can't hear the sounds but my dad did . He told me "Angel, it's ok go up there and get what you need and say bye " so I went up to that house that was famous repuated for HAUNTED . I was dressed up as GHOST .. sheet all over my body with 2 poke eyes.. that was what I remembered. Anyway , Walking up to the door full of webbed stuff and what I didn't know music coming from living room . The guy came up to the door unknown to me that was my dad's general- He opened the door and looked at me and screamed. I didn't know what he was screaming at for .. I found out later he was trying to scare me , He failed at that . LOL . He stopped screaming and gave me few candies and stood there proudly looking at my father who was laughing at HIM , His General . This was in Fort Belvior , Virginia back in the 80's . I looked at my father and asked him " why was his face so red? " My dad said " he was trying to scare you but YOU can't hear him - that is why his face was RED " . I smiled and went on hunting for more candies in the half hour that night of halloween .

General lost his voice the next day :)~

I love halloween because I can't hear the screams but I sure can RUN like hell ... Freak me out every halloween when something spooks at me. My dad is in his 60
's and still take his grandchildren out to halloween treats . He love halloween like his own passion which I would understand how he live and breath halloween each year. He destest EGG on the door the night of halloween and TP on the trees , Kids would do that to his house the next day it freezes overnight from the temp that drops . (We live in masschuttess ) .


Now to this ODE to halloween .. Here's a poem

"Live long Hallow' night "

Live long Hallow' night
children go hunting for candies
Dressing up is fun
Pictures being flashed .
Mommy and Daddy go trickin' with children

While children delights in lights
Sounds
Creepy things
Children scream the night away on Hallow' night

Parties being set up all over nation
While we celebrate Halloween on 31st every year.
Supersistion fall prey on us
Black cats walk in front of us
Toliet papers on trees
Eggs being thrown on windows
Cars
Doors
We hate that part ...

We generation by generation celeberate
Live long Hallow's night


~Angel~

Angel's deaf ears

Here I am ...

Writing my blogs again .. I have faded away in the past but have come back into the light. It's time that I write my poems again as I vasted into the crowd.

Knowing that I have been writing poems since I was 7 years old . I never thought I would continue to write throughout my school years . I have recently stopped as I entered writer's block.. Meaning I m lagging into the world of blankness. The last few months has been interesting ride for me in searching the knowledge that I am hungry for. What my destiny means for me. Now I am into the " fall Mode" as The leaves changes colors ... mind-blowing colors frazzled me into writer 's circle again. It's October as we near halloween . I always loved October because of " Indian Summer " moments before it actually went away and replaced with COLD , Crispy air . I know these 3 months are going to be dazzling for all of us as we watch our children change into their phases as we watch them grow... I know , Because my youngest daughter, Elissa just turned 10 years old on Oct 9th. I watched my little girl grow before my eyes . I remember giving birth to her as if it was yesterday of 22 hours labor with this mind-blowing humble gift that was given to me. Elissa is a splitting image of me . I will post her in here . See the picture .. This is my little baby Elissa .. very engertic , spunky , full of aminated face expression just like me . Her big sister , isabella will turn 12 in April .

Now I am a mother of 2 NUTTY Teenagers who love to be their own identify. they love to define me while I try to educate them about deafness world that their mother is in that world. I will do another blog on Isabella on my next one . Isabella's laid -back personality but witty quick talk back is surprising for me to catch up . Their cool, sayings like " I , is you " or "Like, we are going to the mall for shopping" . It's amazing to watch them talk like that like we used to talk back in our younger days . They are hearing , vast like their mother , who no doubt in awe of them .

Knowing that I am a mother of teenagers will blow my mind as I watch them go through a journey that I will enjoy to live in that road. As you will come and ride with me as I go through a journey like there's no tomorrow , yesterday, or the next day. My ride is to be a promising roller coaster like no one has gone beyond that expreince.

Welcome to my deaf ears , my friends ......

Tune into the next one ... up and up ...

~Angel~