Walking into Storm

"Walking into Storm"

Walking into storm
Just you and me
Versus the world

Blind by hath's fury
Stone by stone
Who's in control?
Nobody
Just me
and the blind's love.

I'm walking into your arms
Knowing that I'm taken by you
No one else
Just you and your will bound.
Love took over .
Walking into storm

Blind by hath's fury
Torn into two
Just one heart and two soul
Should intertwine...
But
Storm's taking us apart


Only your love will survive us both.
Walking into storm
Blind'by hath's fury

Just you and me
Versus the world.

Walking into storm
Willed not to be aparted.


~Angel~

"Twilight " book .. I wrote this poem based on the book.

Diary 1

Diary #1

Dear Diary,

Today's a gloomy weather, A long, ominous day started off with a weird weather this past week . It went by without any hitches ... BUT sadly, I had my "time of thing" monthly this past week and I think that is why it affected my mood. It's just a day of errands today and my eyes aren't that good today either. I just found out that I have corenal Dystrophy .. a disease that is inherited. It's in my eyes. I don't know if that 'll change everything because I need to have everything BIGGER for me to read and I hate it. I love seeing things without having to ask someone what that is or for me to get too closer. Thats the part I hate. BUT I 'll eventually learn to live with it as I live with my own Depression , PSTD and another among things that my world hasn't stopped popping up one after other.

Granted, my life doesn't get bored, it's always exciting because I don't know what's going to happen next.. I feel like Im riding on a harley and go no where beyond that or riding on a roller coaster that's going up and down. There's no surprises in the store for me. This is ME as what is happening daily . It's a struggle to get out of bed every day but I manage to do so . I never amaze to cease myself everyday. It's a miracle that I wake up each morning seeing . It's scary if i woke up one morning to be completeld halt , not able to see anymore. Oh well.. This is just the way life handed me .

I do not hate myself, nor hate life what's in front of me. As long as Im standing, I'll be alright.


~Angel~

Muh 6 years anniversray plus Deaf Club pics

Chris's drink : Strawberry -Lemondade which was sooo good

Pina Colda , my fave drink (non alochic)

TGFI in Worchester MA @ the mall .. Love the motto

Here I am hamming up @TGIF in Worchester, MA on our anniversary

Christopher @ TGIF in Worchester on our 6 years wedding aniiverdary

This is my honey , Christopher of 6 years

Here I am @ Whitney Farm just right b4 halloween ..

This is @ Chesire called Whitney Farm

I had so much fun over the weekend ... My husband took me out on sunday to a Inn in Sturbridge, Ma which I will post the pics .. And with my girlfriend last saturday to Holyoke, Mass for thanksgiving dinner plus A trip to Worchester, MA . I hope you ' all had a great weekend.

~Angel~

This is me and Alejandra getting ready 2 go to Deaf club

Me and Alejandra @ Her apartment getting ready

Rise and Fall

"Rise and Fall "

Rise and Fall
I looked out the window
I saw the world changing
It's time for the fall to come crashing
Reality everywhere
I saw hope
I saw happiness
I saw new beginnings

The fall was meant to be happening
Even though
It is Unexpected.
The world was ready for new changes
Scary
Exciting
Nervousness

The rise of our era
We will see it through our own eyes
As history is being made.
The rise of world revolting
Like walking through a turnabout doorway to a next portal
Opening through a long white tunnel.

Rise and Fall
Time to embrace new challenges
Time to say Goodbye to the old era
Hello to new era.
We lived in that world
We will rise again.

Rise and Fall
It's a good day to start a fresh day
Looking out the window
Knowing this will change our life
Unexpect the expect
Unleash the fury 's hath.

Rise and Fall
My friends,
Embrace tomorrow's with open heart
Open mind
Open arms
And
Smile.


~Angel~

"A Courage Solider"

You stood in my path

Glaring down on my soul

Let me fight for my country

Brother

I cry for my freedom

Torn between love and pride.

Don't you dare to contempt my pride

For what I fought

All my brothers and Sisters

This is for you .

Uncle Sam,

Send me to go and I'll kick some

Killing isn't the answer

BUT

It what we have to do

Pride

Honor

Love

For the country

You can see the deep tiredness in my own eyes

And

Through your friends' eyes

The pain

Sorrow

Pride

Love

Carry the deepest in the courage soldiers

Be brave, my brother and sister.

Don't be weeping

Be proud of who you are

You came home in one piece

Others haven't

Knowing you lost thousands of friends

You proudly call them " a very humble soldiers"

Courage soldiers that you love and will always

Remember them

They will NOT be forget

They died for our country

They died for their pride of the country

They are called

Bravest soldiers

Cry for freedom

Call heaven

The lord's on your side.

A courage solider before me.

~Angel~

I'm on borrowed time

"I'm on Borrowed time"

I'm on borrowed time

Less road travelled

Wondering

If I have one more time

One more time to recapture

One more time to call a friend

One more time to say " Goodbye"?

One more time to see an old flame

Thunder rolling by

Emotions rages on

Living on less time

Hour by hour

Breathless dim each mintue

Baby,

I can't fall back

Gotta run

Gotta roll

I 'm on borrowed time

Mintue by Mintue

Wondering about you

Hoping and Hoping

I'm on borrowed time

Angels call to me

I gotta live

Not for better

BUT-

Living

I'm on borrowed time

Less road travelled.

~Angel~

Lover's Tangled web

"Lover's Tangled Web"

Bodies twined together

Flesh by Flesh

Breathing heavy

Love bites on each spot

Daring not to miss any spot

Tongue twined together

Bed all tossed and turned

Moans are being heard

Air is full of lust and romantic

Falling fast

Out of control

Cannot keep each other apart

Just for this lover's tangled web

I would leave a hot trail of hot kisses

Up and down

Whispering words into each ear

Lips becoming swollen

After a long passion-kisses

Sunlight's kisses

I leave you with lover's tangled web

All tangled up

Like a spider's web

Stuck

No where to go

Only you and your lover

Into the night and under the moon's glimspe of your naked wet bodies.

Leaving us breathless....

Lover's tangled web......

Until the morn's dew.....

Lover's tangled web

I kiss you bid adieu.

~Angel~

Return to snowy Mountains

"Return to Snowy Mountains"

Fresh snowy on the ground

It greet me warmth

No sun to shine

Just pure cloudy

I know today's a good day

For you sleepyheads

Warm bath

Whereever you live

I'm a city gal by heart

I ain't no mountain gal by heart

Treat me well

I'll treat you the same as return

Remember,

Nothing's bad as it seem to be

BUT

Lost love

Finder keepers

Be who you are

Return to the snowy mountain

Where by day I am city gal

By night, I am mountain gal.\

~Angel~